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| Hahaha oh man i feel like such a loser.
I've been trying forever to remember the tumblr account i created to follow Jodie, and I'd pretty much figured I wouldn't be able to remember it so I decided to create a new one and I typed in phosphoresence as the username when I was creating a new one and when I clicked enter I got logged into the old one HAHAHAHA.
FUNNY TTM hehehe.
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Oh apparently that wasn't my old account...it just logged me into the one I forgot about. rolypoly.tumblr.com -.- I have no recollection of naming any site that. I don't think there is anything rolypoly about me. So.
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| Admittedly, this is quite a...crappy feeling.
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| I am going to tell everyone everything that I have done today, because as much as it bores you, I am amazed at how much more fruitful (or not) my day is when I don't have to study. 
1) I woke up at 10.30 am. I am aware for most people that that is the usual time you wake up but I haven't woken up at that time in nearly a year I think, what with training and all. I don't even know how people can sleep that long (AHEM) because I think I actually woke up at like 9.30 or so, just that I willed myself to go back to sleep, just because I had the chance. Teehee.
2) I played Cake Mania 2 for about three hours. I know, I am turning into a gaming addict. Is Cake Mania considered gaming? Anyway nevermind, let's hope I don't become more myopic than I already am because that would probably mean going blind. And anyway I've discovered holding a stylus builds up 98492038 times more lactic acid than holding a pen during Geog/SS heh.
3) I did um, 2 or 3 Bio/Chem MCQ papers. I'll do more later. FULL MARKS LET'S GO.
4) Went to the pool early to attempt reading my Bio textbook but I ended up learning about AEJSBCWR instead (HAHA) oh maaaaaaaaaaaaan haha.
5) Anyway I (L) APSC despite the fact that we are dying and hi Kelly if you're reading this I will be around hahahaha promise.
6) I swam a grand total of 1.1km today, in very disgraceful times hahaha. I think I need to cut down on all the KFC/Macs because I feel coronary heart disease coming on, maybe atherosclerosis or angina pectoris from all the lactic acid building up in my heart muscles (HAHA BIO NOT OVER YET)
7) There was a little girl screaming during training so after training I decided to go have a good look at her, and I had to go reallyyyyy close because of my myopic state, and her grandma told her to "Say hello to auntie."
Oh maaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaan.
8) I took a cab home and I managed to get one like nearly straight after walking out of the pool (!!) and the uncle was very nice. I like nice cab drivers. Heh.
9) I had a very interesting conversation with the friend who shall not be named in the middle of dinner, teehee.
Okay that's all for my exciting day friends, back to Bio/Chem/Cake Mania!! | | |
| O's are sort of but not really over :)
I do feel a certain sense of liberation, with only the MCQ papers left (YAY) but I am scared that I'll somehow screw that up and kiss my A1 goodbye (NEED FULL MARKS FOR CHEM MCQ) but ah well. I'm in the process of clearing the 80+ emails that have been piling up since I started mugging for O's and I've already deleted 30 or so, and most of the remaining emails are my xanga subs hahaha.
HAHA I JUST CAME ACROSS SOMETHING CHONGYY POSTED IN SEPTEMBER!
"49 DAYS TO FREEDOM"
Teehee 49 days have come and gone.
O's are over, and I have two more days left in SC. It's so funny thinking back on how I've been in SC for the past ten years of my life and now I'm down to my last two days. It's a very, very odd feeling. I guess in the midst of O's I never really had the time to think about it but...wow. Two days left.
It makes me think about the time I spent in the school and how much of a difference I made. How much of a difference each of us makes. But nevermind that. I hope whatever I've done has moved, someway or another. Not by might, nor by strength, but by the Spirit.
I am thankful for God, for seeing me through the exams, and for giving me the peace in knowing that even though I didn't finish my SS because I read the questions wrong, even though I didn't do my geog properly because I read the questions wrong AGAIN, even though I kinda messed up Chem and even though I wrote an essay for Lit when it's completely foreign to me, God is in control. I'm learning to let go of the 7A1s, of the 6 points, of the school. God is in control. He has a plan for me.
Right now...I haven't been thinking about synchro. Or how hard it's going to be to get back into shape. Making it onto the JO team, World Juniors, Commonwealth - I leave it to God. I'll try. | | |
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i carry your heart with me(i carry it in
my heart)i am never without it(anywhere
i go you go,my dear; and whatever is done
by only me is your doing,my darling)
i fear
no fate(for you are my fate,my sweet)i want
no world(for beautiful you are my world,my true)
and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant
and whatever a sun will always sing is you
here is the deepest secret nobody knows
(here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud
and the sky of the sky of a tree called life;which grows
higher than the soul can hope or mind can hide)
and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart
i carry your heart(i carry it in my heart)
- i carry your heart with me, ee cummings
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Anyway teaching small kids synchro is pretty fun. The kids are cute, they don't fuss too much which is good for me. Plus the first hour no one showed up so I spent that hour reading! 
) and I only post on LJ when I really feel like it which is...not often. Haha. Okay Mommy is watching Fighting Spider's time to watch too!!!!!