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| 2010's here 
And with it brings the results of 2009 (!!), a new school, new friends, new challenges and a new season.
I am feeling (insert any emotion here).
I feel nervous because I don't know what obstacles I'll face, how I'll overcome them, and how it will change everything. Excited, because I don't know what 2010 holds. Anticipation, because there are 364 days left in this year, and that makes 8736 hours/524160 minutes/31449600 seconds where God can do amazing, wonderful things.
That's not to say I've forgotten about 2009. It's been a year filled with highs and lows; I've learnt lessons from the mistakes I've made, and been reminded of God's goodness and unfailing grace time and time again. I've come into a greater understanding of myself (Does that sound familiar, anyone?) and of the people around me, and I am thankful for each and everyone who has helped to shape me through the year.
It's impossible to name everyone and I wish I could because everyone who has made a difference deserves to know how precious and appreciated they are, but I'll try. My family (for putting up with all my outbursts, my complaints, my irrational moments etc), the Granite Gang (For making O levels bearable and just for being there), the I-don't-know-what-we're-called group (Jien, Jo, Char, Vee - For being there to make me laugh and being my sounding board), the Gang (For being available despite the few times all of us meet up, and for being there to pray for me whenever), Tenacious (For helping me grow and praying for me - Esp Sis Jessie, for...everything!), synchro girls (Who have been there through all the wanting-to-die moments - This year was amazing), teachers (Mrs Gan, Ms Hu, Mrs Bowness - For inspiring me and reminding me of who I am and what I am meant for), and everyone else I know because I know they made a difference, some way, some how.
And as always, where would I be without God?
2010, I am ready. | | |
| Today was a mega sian day. I am going to bold the word sian just so everyone can take note of how sian my day was and how sian i am feeling hahahaha. (Yeah and if you didn't know, sian is my new favourite word)
I wanted to go to the zoo today but the weatherman told me there would be afternoon showers so we scrapped that idea (Sian) but in the end it didn't rain and it was completely sunny!! (Siaaaaaaaaaan) But oh well C had a fever so we couldn't have gone anyway (Sian) so I decided to do my Christmas shopping! Went from Beach Road to Jurong East to Choa Chu Kang to look for my plastic boxes (Jurong East was the hardest to get to and the best part was that after 90 minute trip there and 1 hour plus of searching they didn't even have it! - Yah I know right, siaaaaaaaaaaaaaan) and found it in the end in a shop near to Mommy's clinic that apparently overcharges (sian), where I then found I was broke (sian) and had to barge into Mommy's clinic to get money from her hahaha.
From Jurong East onwards I was so sleepy and sian I was thinking that if there had been a dictionary definition of sian with a picture, my face would be there. And that the word SIAN should be tattooed on my forehead or something. In capitals. Then maybe people would stop shoving flyers at me. (I feel bad for people giving out flyers. So I always take them. Which resulted in me looking like an idiot grabbing three different flyers that were thrust in my direction outside Lavender MRT. Sian.)
I think this is the longest entry I've written in a long time. And it's all about my sian day. So now everybody knows how sian my life is. And hopefully this entry would have used up my sian quota and I will have a sian-less life hahahahaha. Yay! (Siaaaaaaaaaaaaaan) | | |
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i carry your heart with me(i carry it in
my heart)i am never without it(anywhere
i go you go,my dear; and whatever is done
by only me is your doing,my darling)
i fear
no fate(for you are my fate,my sweet)i want
no world(for beautiful you are my world,my true)
and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant
and whatever a sun will always sing is you
here is the deepest secret nobody knows
(here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud
and the sky of the sky of a tree called life;which grows
higher than the soul can hope or mind can hide)
and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart
i carry your heart(i carry it in my heart)
- i carry your heart with me, ee cummings
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